Man, life is weird.
Here are my random notes for the last two months.

Today I've met my former best friends family. Exactly it was their aunt and grandmother. You know, there is something like a 'registration field' when meeting another person. The GM noticed me and so did I but she didn't notice that. So she almost broke her neck to lock at me an when I entered the 'registration field' she suddenly turned back to try to act as if she hadn't seen me.
Aww, come on. What a childish way of acting.

Funny as hell, isn't it?

Whatever...
One more week and I got fourteen days of free time. That might be enough to play through all the PS2 games still laying here. Might be fun as well.

Duh, this is so NOT interesting but I felt like writing some english again because I am bored and it's Sunday...Should've written that the other way around.

Tomorrow I have to go to school to have breakfast. Man, this sucks. I'd rather stay at home. What good is it to hang around there? I wouldn't go to work either, by the way.

Currently I feel little alone but I guess I'm hallucinating.
Means: There's too much in my head but too less people to talk to who aren't as busy as I am.
However, I'll get over it as much as I got over everything until now, right?

Got to start drawing again. Calms me down a LOAD!

That's all.
My postings are weird to, aren't they?

How great can a songstress be? *_*

..on treadmills. :D

Song's nice.
Vid's cool.
Lyrics're fun!
Love it!

So, I've been home alone for a week and I got nothing more to do than watching stupid movies on PayTV. However, I chose '28 weeks later' since I've seen the first part I've been very disappointed of. I know, I just watched it out of boredom but I was surprised positively. So here go my first impressions, including the storyline.

The movie starts with a scene in a darkened house where some people hide from the infected. You know, in the first movie there people turned into 'Zombies' by being infected by the rage virus. Of course there are some survivors hiding in places to hope for being rescued.
Well, we see the group of six people having their dinner, when suddenly a young boy knocks at their door, begging to be let in.
Of course the boy is welcomed but the misery is about to start. At once Zombies enter the house and the group splits up just to die for themselves. Only one guy named Don survives by leaving his wife behind.
The scene changes and we're in London, knowing that the infected were wiped out by the army, which still keeps an eye on the rebuilt area where people are naturelized. Here we get to know the two kids of Don, Tammy and Andy, taking the train to the restricted, clean area. When they hear that Don wants to live in a new house nor than their old, the kids leave the safe part of the town and make their way to their old hous to collect some stuff, like photographs or clothing. Their they meet their Mom, who survived the zombie attack. The trio gets caught by the army and taken to the 'base'. It comes out that 'Mom' is infected but somehow caughts some sort of anti-virus in her blood circulation. So there might be hope that there might be an antidote against the rage virus. But Don knows also about his wife coming back so he visits her, getting infected by kissing her (!). Oh well, so the infection thing starts again and everyone just wants to survive 'cause the army stated code red to blow up London and with it everyone in the town.

So, mainly the movie is about the survival during their way to a safe place. It's not very different from the first movie but in my opinion the characters are a lot more likeable than the ugly guy in the first one.
Unfortunately nobody became more intelligent except for Doyle, an US Army soldier. When watching this, I often wonder why mankind seems to be so stupid, bringing so much misery to other people.
Nevertheless the movie is quite good. There's much more action in it, yet less horror. But since the 28 XX later-movies aren't horror, I wouldn't care if I was you.
So if you like to watch a drama movie and like to have a big laugh over mass stupidity, go on watch the movie.

Never seen something more gay than this.
Fuck!
I like it. xDDD

Ich musste lachen..

Oh well..I'm doomed having a computer.
Always something goes wrong like crashed hard drives or not working burners..It annoys me to death!

However, this time, the CPU cooler soaked in too much dust so it couldn't cool the, guess what, CPU anymore. Overheating and WHOMMS! The pc said goodbye..Fuck!

At first I thought it was the power supply'cause it lasted for about five years but I was wrong..which made me friggin' mad (I mean, five years is a long time. The CPUcooler didn't last for a year. Hell!).

Now I removed all the hardware for the if-case. If I can redo the pc of my Mom who got a Laptop, then I'll put the 'good' hardware in and work with it. Though now I don't have a computer in my room any more, means: I cannot draw anything..or at least color it.
I'll really miss that as well as my black, beautiful pc case...

Well, I know someone in the sky hardly dislikes me but doing this to me, really makes me angry. Wait, til I come and get you. Grooaaahhhrrr!

Dear Sirs and Madams,

You think you already experienced good service until now? Service, who can perfectly makes coffee or tea, always serve a plate full of cookies, caring of cold drinks or fresh food all the time? Not forgetting the basic like setting up conference rooms.
No?
Then you're right here, taking a look at my announce.

Ms. SI apprenticed for another training without even knowing it. Officially my job is a bussinesswoman in export trade. Strictly speaking this includes the tasks meant above but who cares about ridiculous things like false titles?

Dear Madams, dear Sirs.
Please remind that I do not waste my time with achieving economic knowledge, no! Nowadays all you have to do is learning the most important practice. There's no question that the one's experiencing the usual training are doomed to become bored, demured office chairsitters.

I may be rude but I'm honest to offer a wide range of my useful abilities:
I'm perfect at copying and printing work sheets. A lot of run errands are no problem. Even if there are a hundred of it per day. Of course you do not have to tell me a single bit of any economical work. I'm not interested in that. The documents are meant for you and only you. It's important for me to make you happy to deal with necessary bagatelles I bring.
In fact, I'm not allowed, as regular service, to integrate myself in the work of authority. I'm sure you're blessed with that knowledge.

You should call as fast as you can. As advantageous as my high class duty is, you'll not find it anywhere else. Besides my work is not expensive.

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Of course there are many trainess ranting about bad their company is.
But, the whole day I'm doing nothing but playing waitress or errand girl. Work, no other guy wants to do or work, they don't staff because it's too expensive. In fact, I haven't learned a relevant thing until now and I'm pissed of because no one gives a damn about it.
Well, now I know why my loan sucks ass.
Apparently I should look out for a part-time job. I'll earn more, experience a much nicier work climate as well as collegues and at least I'll get to know the materia. Okay, of course you have to know it otherwise you are not able to do this job. Blah.
I mean, look at this. I've been in school, basically with subjects about economy just to end up as a waitress?
Currently I'm not sitting in my department. I do not have any nerves for that. So I got to another, working there. Of course not anything important for my training, dumbass.
I'm sick of this and if I'd know this before I'd've shoven up the trainee contract up my ass than signing it and starting to work there.
Besides that: There are so many other trainees who didn't learn a thing during the years they work there. Why is it like this? Why does noone do anything against it?
I tell you: Because they suck. They suck because they're accoustomed to it. To have errand boys and waiters and they definately don't want to change a thing. On the other hand the trainees are talking big how this sucks but nobody got the guts to raise a voice. I did and now I'm fucked. Man, this makes me glad, right?
You know, the whole company sucks.
The workers suck.
The work sucks.
The street the company is in, sucks.
...I just don't like it.

Praise that guy!
And praise the fucking nerd who plays shitty games!

<a href="http://www.angryVGNerd.com>Have a look @ his page. Will ya?</a>

You know, if you're a fan of 'Airplane', 'Naked Gun', 'Hot Shots' and other parodies like that, you'll probably like that movie.

Soth is, like you might've guessed a spoof of 'Silence of the lambs'..Well, in fact it's not. It just takes some scenes, putting them into the movie.
The storyline starts with FBI-agent 'Jo Dee Foster' (Oh well, that's a lame one.) who gets his first case, catching a psychokiller, who appears to be a motel owner. Jo Dee try to get helped by Dr. Cannibal. A psychopath, always talking about dumb shit.

So, Jo Dee makes his way through many murders, lame jokes yet sometimes funny ones.

Bah, this day I suck at reviews.
Just go and watch it. :P

Ebay pisses me off!

You know, surfing throug the net, looking for something you really want, torturing yourself by searching through all online stores you know and get to know, is really hard.
So you try out Ebay.
Type in the article you're searching for and tada: There it is.

Either you pay a horrifying price or you bid for the article to maybe pay less.
But no. In fact you get fucked.
You're the type of guy who bids only 0,50 Cent or type in the price you're willed to pay, right at the beginning. Well, that's absolutely wrong. But I bet you know now by losing the auction.

Oh well, bidding is the point where torture begins. For example, you're looking for a poster. Like me. I was searching for one of the new Batman movie. Find the motive here!
Luckily I was searchinig on Ebay, finding some guys selling it or reprints.
Luckily numer two there were some 'Buy it now' auctions for a reprint. I wanted it, so I bought it. After going through hell by paying through Paypal because I live in Germany and a cashiers check definately is too expensive added with unnecessary costs accrued while processing.
After two weeks I received the poster to detect the reprint sucked so bad I could have done better being an amateur artist. In the end, it was my fault ordering from such an ass. I know that.

However, one month later, I received salary, I tried to bid on pants. The highest bid I made at the end of the auction was 11,50 €. That's very low and convenient. Would've been good for me.
But it was weird. While bidding, there was one user who always bid 0,50 Cent more than me. I know there are rumours that Ebay sellers advice friends to bid for them to sell the item at a high price.
I didn't believe it. I still not believe it but I started doubting.
In the end, the other guy won at a price of 11,73 €. Well, that's weird. For me, it's only possible to increase my bid in small steps of 0,50 Cent but the other maybe got some kind of VIP-card to bid in a different way.
I lost and I was fucking mad. Guess what? That's Ebay. Some of you might say but no: That's weird for me and I feel tricked.

Another case was another bidding on a Batman poster. Oh well, I bid 9,00€ and he 9,23€. He won. I. Was. Bloody. Fucking. Mad! And I've been wondering. Why is it like that? Maybe anyone can tell me.

A different topic is Ebay service. It sucks so bad.
You don't get your purchased item. You report it to Ebay after fighting through all the damn pages. That takes forever. Getting an answer does as well.
Then I read, that customers protection only intervene at a specified price so I don't get my money back or if so, just a trickle of it.
In fact, I just wanted to phone Ebay like 'Get me back my fucking money!'. But Ebay did nothing.

Sooo, I'll never buy anything from Ebay again. It annoys me too much, making me unnecessary angry. Yah.

If you have fun on that platform, lucky you.

When I've been at a karaoke bar..
When MTV was a good music channel..
When I was young..

I was afraid of that vid but I love that damn good song!
Even tho I sucked at playing this on Guitar Hero.
Still enjoying it. :P
Bet you do as well, eh?

Sometimes it comes in peoples minds to watch Asian horrormovies. To be honest, there's always a shocking surprise while watching one or at least at the ending credits.
Either one of these movies is boring or so scary, you almost sh** your pants. The last case often comes true, because asian horror almost everytime takes usage of common daily activities combined with pure evil.
So far, there wasn't even one ghost, whose anger could be calmed.

I won't babble that topic out but I can tell. In Shutter the angry spirit really has a reason to be such furious.

The story of Shutter takes place in Thailand. Since it's a Thai movie, it surely does.
It starts out with a party, showing the two main characters the students Tun and Jane in their daily life. When they're on their way home some woman appears in front of the car so she got hit.
Instead of helping her, Tun forces Jane to drive away.
From then on, mysterious things start to happen and it seems a furious spirit haunts not only both main characters, but also to the best friends of Tun.
Now you wonder about the why but I won't spoil a thing as the reason is not as usual as in other asian horror movies. In fact, it's dramatic, evil and whatsoever..You have to watch the fucking awesome ending.

However, Shutter really has some frightening scenes, not only those you can imagine or guess but many, which really scare the viewer accompanied with great music.
In the beginning of the movie, you really got some time to recover from shocks, if you were, but by the end, the angst turns out to be continuous.

Apart from the movie itself, it's funny to watch the main character Tun, who looks like the Asian version of Orlando Bloom (He really does.).
But he acts pretty good. So does Jane.
The mask is well too, if you see the spirit, you know what I'm talking about.

Also it is very interesting to watch, how the terror influences the relationship between Tun and Jane. Jane, trying to solve the mystery of their haunting, Tun trying to forget what happened, but being dragged by his girlfriend even to visit an editorial office for a supernatural magazine. Photography takes an interesting part in the movie anyhow.
But, like in almost every Asian horrormovie, the humanity is often a topic, of what the movie is about.
Mostly the evil is created out of a dramatic event in the past. And so it is in Shutter too.

But since it's still horror you better watch it, if you're a fan. You won't regret it.

..I hate so much I'd kill him immy if I'd meet him alone.

It really is like this: If you hate someone, you start feeling.
So true..

I know, this turned out like some psycho-entry but..I just had to write this to feel little better.

Lately I saw this band on one of our local tv-programs and I wanted to find some pvs.

Here's one.

Well, that's actually something stylish..or artistic.

Hilarious!

In fact, I want to study.
Not because my collegues suck or the work sucks or something like that.

I want to become a teacher. I wanted to for all my life..Since everyone started, babbling about 'Oh, in future I'll become a doctor for cuuu~te petty-pets.'.
However, the university rejected me so I searched for another way.

Now I see so many people go studying.
I want too! :P

Yah, I turned five again. Thanks for reading.

I haven't posted these words for a long time, haven't I?

Oh well, where should I begin?

My collegues suck due extraordinary arrogance. Showing me, how stupid I am.
Really, I feel stupid. Giving me work and not explaining a thing, it's clear that I do mistakes. Well, that makes me stupid again.

Oh Gosh! Yesterday I've been there for two hours and I received an e-mail:

"Everyone sees how annoyed you are. I'm telling you to do x and y but you never do it. In fact, you're never in the room. That sucks.

You told me, you wanted harder work. By not doing the simplest things, you'll never get it."

I'm working in the third floor. Now my collegues come and tell me to go to the hangar to get pants pressed.. Well, that's the only thing I am allowed to do, it seems.
Apparently I'm getting (more or less interesting) jobs in other offices because they phone and tell they have work for me. So, I'm going there, doing work, which takes loads of time.
Working in other offices means, I'm not in the same room like my collegues. And they're so glad over it when I'm out...as well as I am.
But in fact, they're angry because I'm out of the office so I cannot sit and wait for lame jobs they give me. They won't let me do any other thing.
And then..these bitches write to me, I'll never get other jobs to do, when I do not change.

There's no chance to change. I absolutely don't get this damn shit.

I'm so angry right now. I makes me mad even thinking about this. I feel, as if they're making fun of me and I believe I'm right.

The best of it is, that I answered against my inner mood, some shit like "I'm sorry. I'll change .. etc.". What else could I have answered?
That is the point, making me really, really mad!

And know what? Now I'm annoyed!

Sry, only in German today.

Salut die Herren,
ich nehme mir heute die Freiheit heraus, ihnen ein Beispiel, absoluter Idiotie vorzustellen. Ein Beitrag, eines männlichen Mitbürgers, der uns mehr als deutlich zeigt, wie verwöhnt und armselig wir deutschen Frauen heutzutage sind und wie grausam wir uns allgemein der ganzen männlichen, deutschen Belegschaft gegenüber verhalten.
Diese Verwerflichkeit ließ sich so klar und stimmig aufstellen, dass dies ein Herr, man werfe ein, dass er dies unter dem Deckmantel der Internetanonymität tat, öffentlich kundtun musste, indem er einen Eintrag verfasste, der für Frauen, sowie intelligente Männer nur durch die Kommentare derjenigen, die diesen Eintrag zuerst gefunden hat, erträglich sein dürfte. Als Außenstehender erdreistet man sich den nicht gehaltvollen Beitrag als Idiotie für Loser von Losern zu bezeichnen.

Wäre die Geschichte damit erledigt gewesen, hätte man diesen Troll (Und diese Bezeichnung mag noch eine der Netteren sein.) einfach als einen weiteren Einzeller, der besonders armseligen Art, abgeschrieben.

Tatsächlich ist es so, dass in dem Forum, in dem der Herr ein aktiver Nutzer ist, sich viel Gedanken über die Frauen gemacht und dies auch niedergeschrieben wird. Hauptsächlich geht es darum, wie man eine Frau am besten 'up picked'.

Aber wer zuviel verrät, der nimmt die ganze Spannung, also verweise ich an diese Quelle, die hoffentlich so mancher Person den Kopf zermartern lässt und schließe meinen Eintrag mit den abschließenden Worten: Ich HASSE die Frauen!!!

Hum, dunno how to post a community here so I just put the link in the post:

Only interesting for me.